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(5 voices | speak up bitch) ... [29 Aug 2007|04:23pm] you make my fucking skin crawl. you pride yourself on being upfront with everything when i watched you lie through your teeth to someone else. i don't understand you... kiss my ass and don't ever... EVER... try to fucking talk to me again. you're the biggest mistake i've made in a long time. god help me. my heart hurts.

(speak up bitch) [12 Jul 2007|05:46pm] i know i had a good night last night... 'cause your skin is still underneath my nails. don't move to naples. :o(

(5 voices | speak up bitch) no, really.. [30 Jun 2007|10:55am] [ music | blue meanies - "blah blah blah" ] "i'm not like other guys..." uhh, yeah you are. fucking piece of shit. -brit :oT

(speak up bitch) the dwarves fucking rock [27 Jun 2007|03:00pm] [ music | guess ] Kitty calls me on the phone, To say she's all alone And needs somebody's there. Crystal sees into the future, Tells me that she's an asshole; Should have, but who really cares. I sit here and wonder if we are sharing a different world, And all these making emotions whirling around me swirl; I'm in love with everybody's girl. Look at Brenda there with Luke, She's giving him the boot, Ah, but Kelly's standing by. Aw, and here comes my man Tom, Ask her "Do you wanna" But I never even try. I sit here and wonder if we are sharing a different world, And all these deviant motions making the channels twirl; And I'm in love with everybody's girl. I'm spending Cinco de Mayo with my Maria; Celebrating her independance with little Emily. And should the new year should find you without Jenny, There she'll be... You'll find her under my tree, Wrapped up and waiting for me. If you call me on the phone, Don't ever weep and moan; You always find me there. And if you see into the future, Be so kind as Not to tell me what you find out there. We'll lie in bed watching re-runs of another world, Just like a drunk, better be no stuck on a tilt-a-whirl; And I'm in love with everybody's I'm in love with everybody's I'm in love... (Ew, you're creepy) With everybody's girl. ----- and i'm in love with this song. i know it's like... 29384029830423 years old but it still makes me happy. that is all. -brit :oP

(1 voice | speak up bitch) oops [27 Jun 2007|05:36am] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | the queers - "i only drink bud" ] i'm really not used to posting in this. umm.. i just ate some jerk chicken and my mouth is on fire. i need to go to bed. which i think i'm going to do... right about now. good night, -brit :oP

(3 voices | speak up bitch) taaaaaxi [21 Jun 2007|02:16pm] [ mood | hungover ] [ music | dead milkmen - "driving retards to the zoo" ] i need to figure something out for wednesday nights. DJing is great- don't get me wrong... but i need to put an end to getting completely shitfaced, blacking out, and driving home. it's sad that i wake up in shock that i made it home alive. i figure it this way, slims tosses me 50 bucks for DJing... and a taxi ride is 30 something bucks... plus tip is 40 bucks... so, in essence, i'm making 10 bucks for DJing. that sucks. :o( my next problem is figuring out how to get my car in the morning. ugh, this is too much of a hassle. ---- nick (the guy i'm half-ass talking to) has his finals today... so we're both done with class for the semester. hopefully this will give us time to hang out more and such. my final was yesterday. i had an ad campaign due. i must say, the advertisements that i made were fricken awesome. i hope my group gets an "A". ---- other than that... i think i'm going to take my hungover ass to the gym. lemme work off all the alcohol i have left in my system. fun times! -brit :o)

(4 voices | speak up bitch) no really, i'm alive... [19 Jun 2007|02:22am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | rage against the machine - "darkness" ] a recent post on floridadnb reminded me that i have this thing and barely use it... i'm going to see if i can get back into the habit of doing so. prepare for some catching up... .... today was chocfull of absolutely nothing important. i had class for the first portion of the day but the rest of the day consisted of: me thinking about going to the gym and not doing it... working on an ad campaign and not finishing it... wanting to go to sleep but drinking myself retarded instead. i noticed that i save a lot of money drinking by myself. think about it: 6 dollars (including tip) per beer at a bar or a club... for a couple bucks more i can get a six pack and drown myself in the same problems that i'd be drowning away at any given bar. i quit smoking recently but i think my alcohol and food addiction got worse since then. i'm substituting one addiction with another. anyway, i really am going to start going to the gym. i said it every single time i've attempted to quit smoking but this time i actually went to the gym to get a membership. bad news: i need some certificate to join the gym (which is a long story in itself) and i don't have a printer so that was a mission to get. regardless, when i found out that i couldn't join right away, i went to go leave the gym and realized i locked my keys in the car. i called my mom to swing by with the spare. her and i haven't really been getting along, lately. i want to blame it soley on the cigarettes (or my lack, thereof). hell, it makes sense. i smoked like a chimney when i lived with my 'rents. they know how to tweak my nerves until i snap. i've been trying to avoid doing so. it's not appropriate and i know i have, really, no reason to lash out at anyone. don't let this post fool you; overall, i'm content with how life is going. my last day of class is on wednesday; so, i have a whole summer ahead of me. quitting smoking may feel like it's the worst thing in the world but i know it's the best thing for me. there's a "barely-there" man in my life. he's another one of those "i like him more than he likes me" guys. it sucks to see him go away like the others but i guess it's for the better. i don't think i physically have to time to put into working on building a relationship. between working almost full time, going to class, and DJing, i barely have time to breath. i really liked him, though. eh... i guess i'll get over it. this lifestyle is really boring. i've also noticed that i no longer feel capable of holding a conversation with a couple of my "best friends" i'm noticing my life heading in a different direction but it sucks 'cause there's only a couple of my friends that are sort of on the same level and understand where i'm coming from when i talk about things with them. i need to find some new friends. i moved into a new house a couple of months ago with a few friends of mine- one of my main reasons behind it was in hopes of meeting new people 'cause my roomates aren't in my tight circle of friends. since i've moved in here, i've met a few people but not a lot. we're all on opposite schedules. i'm getting home from work a few hours before a couple of them are getting up for work. when their friends are over, i'm not here. at least i get along with them- as opposed to my old apt... michelle scared the crap out of me. i think it was 'cause she threw temper tantrums and was twice my size. let's not get into this... the new house, i'm happy. for the most part, that's where life stands. i'm an alcoholic putting up with school and work- that's the nutshell version. don'tcha love how i put the nutshell version all the way after you just read this whole post? i'm going to bed. FINALLY. i have work at the ass crack of dawn. i'm excited, aren't you? -brit :o)

(6 voices | speak up bitch) ew [18 May 2007|02:47pm] [ music | sean kingston - "beautiful girls" ] sometimes rejecting someone hurts just as much as being rejected. -brit :oT

(speak up bitch) venting... (xposted) [18 Oct 2006|01:12am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | nothing ] in no means do i wish to offend anyone with this blog... now that i have that straight... this really irked me: i have a black professor for my english class and today we watched a movie about rosa parks. ok... what does that have to do with english? we weren't reading about rosa parks. we didn't read anything written by rosa parks... so where does this movie fit into the equation? i understand have full pride in your roots and all... but if i'm paying a few hundred bucks to sit in an english composition class i want to learn how to write a paper not watch movies that have nothing to do with the lecture... save it for your african american history class (the other class she teaches). originally, i was going to let the pointless movie slide, but then she said something that put the icing on the cake. she kept making references to judaism being a race- saying ignorant things like "the lawyers back then were either white or jewish." wrong. one's a race the other is a religion. NEWS FLASH: I'M WHITE AND JEWISH. how 'bout them apples? it would be like me going up to someone and asking them "are you white or are you catholic?" or "are you black or are you christian?" she followed the movie with a lecture on how blacks were treated back then... she was adamant on making sure we understood the segregation of blacks but she kept segregating jews in the process. but back to the question... WHAT THE FAWK DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH AN ENGLISH CLASS?? and i don't want to hear crap like it's teaching us diversity because GUARANTEED we're not watching schindlers list this semester- and even if we did, that would be a completely irrelevant movie as well. ugh... this type of shit annoys me. -brit

(speak up bitch) it's baaaaaaaaack... [01 Sep 2006|09:19pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | autechre - "sublimit" ] i took this piercing out forever and a day ago- it's about time i got it repierced. buddy boy went under the scar tissue... and pierced it with ptfe instead of surg. steel (what i had the last time). it's definately one of the most basic surface piercings i've ever had... but has always been my favorite. ( my nape ) glad to have it back. -brit :o)

(speak up bitch) [01 Sep 2006|04:50am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | duran duran - "the chauffer" ] hey, remember me?? craaaaaaaaazy times. i stopped posting 'cause i ran out of things to bitch about. now it's just the usual- work, school, boys... whatever. you've heard it all from me. work blows major cock. i REALLY need to find another job... it's just a pain in the ass when you get comfortable at a place. job hunting sucks. any server positions open at your job? i want to be able to make a decent amount of loot... at a place that's capable of working w/ my school schedule. school is actually not that bad. i graduate after this semester- almost done with the 2 year! took 4 years to do it but whatever. it's done deal after this semester. my gpa is fawkin' awesome considering my Fs transfered over from UCF. i had an advisor appt. today and i've decided that i'm NOT going back to UCF... which kinda sucks 'cause i miss orlando but i need to do what's best for me. i've decided on FIU... i just need to transfer over. eh.. school is annoying but does a great job in consuming my every thought. which isn't a bad thing, in the long run.. but right now it's annoying. i'm glad i'm gradually getting my head on straight. boys... boys boys boys... no one special right now. which is fine with me 'cause i'm doing my own thing at the moment. if they want it that bad, they'll come to me. i have my share of crushes but crushes just seem so childish to me, now. i go and get what i want- if they don't bite back then fawk it, i move on. would be nice to have a cuddle buddy but i don't think i have time to do the whole relationship thing. maybe after this semester. last but certainly not least, there's partying. this consists of me getting wasted at least 4 nights a week. i swear i'm an alcoholic. not proud of it but whatever. beer never did me wrong. maybe made me puke a few times but still good, anyway. that's my nutshell recap. other than that, i've just been chillin'. going with the flow- i've felt myself distancing myself from situations and people. shit happens. i need more ink on my body, i need pain. pain makes me feel good. i don't think my piercing addiction and soon-to-be tattoo addiction is healthy. it's likei get off on that shit. that sudden rush of adrenaline is like cocaine running through my body. speaking of which, i'm trying to drop that habit, too. that consumed too much of my life- and watching myself fall down hard everytime i did it was annoying the shit out of me. i'm better than that. maybe not strong enough to control my addiction but i'm working on it. not doing it has made me less depressed so that's a good start. dont' really have a clear head on my shoulders but i'm getting there- one step at a time. ew, i don't feel like stopping this entry. pouring out thoughts is amazing. everything's great. (there's a lil' bit of sarcasm in there) i think. here's some pictures that i took- it case you forgot what i look like- 'cause sometimes i forget what i look like, too. ( i wear a wifebeater 'cause i beat my wife ) g'nite... love you all brit

(2 voices | speak up bitch) fucking alcohol [11 Aug 2006|04:23am] [ mood | sleepy ] a;lskdjf;lkajsd;klfj;alskdjf;klasj;df yesterday i went on a blind date. bad idea. ed tried to set me up with some guy and after talking on the phone for a couple of days, we decided to hang out. the guy is cool just has WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much hair for his own good. maybe if she shaved the beard off and gave himself a haircut he'd be decent. i mean, i hate to sound shallow and such but looks do play a role as far as if someone's attracted to you. just to justify that: i can't date a person that's all looks but no personality just as much as i can't date someone that's all personality but no looks. there has to be a balance. other than that... i have a crush on a bartender........... but i just found out he's 20... JUST turned 20. can we ay robbing the cradle? ay, the joys of being me. fuck it. didn't i say i was going to be strictly vagina? this isn't working out too well. anyway, i'm going to bed. good night -brit :o)

(speak up bitch) oh my goodness [06 Aug 2006|06:49am] alcohol is a crazy substance... and i got myself into a crappy predicament. fun and games only last so long. i saw josh tonite... eh... i erased his # out of my phone just 'cause i knew i'd drunk dial him at times like these- but i ended up seeing him and getting his number again. askldfj;aklsdjafl;sjdf;lkja;sdklfj;klasjd;fasdf why is he so fucking hot??? if he wasn't, i'd be over that shit in a heartbeat. i dunno. i hate alcohol- it doesn't let me think straight... and i have to be up for work in 2 hours. -brit :oT

(9 voices | speak up bitch) egh [01 Aug 2006|03:11am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | we in room two-twenty-two ] i haven't posted in here in forever and a day but drunkeness can do that to you. gyno in the morning, yaaaaaaaaaay! and i have my period. that blows ass but whatever- i'm sure you all wanted to know that. fuckin' a. crazy night. thanks cloud 9! i was only going to stay until 1 but after beer pong i didn't want to leave so quick. eh... dude, i think i'm going to be a lesbian. being surrounded by 23984720384028304234 girls that like girls is fun. don't get me wrong, i love the cock. haha... but i have a slight crush on some of the girls that go there. eh... i dunno. can we say bi-curious? even though i'm not that curious. we'll just say that nikki doesn't count. 'cause she doesn't... fuck all that noise. i want vagina. from now on, i'm 100% all for vagina... onto girlfriend number two! ;asdkjf;laskdj;flkjas;dkfl;askjdf beer. i don't want to go to the doctor tmw... that's going to suck massive testicles. there's nothing like waking up in the morning to have metal objects shoved in your twat. i need to go to bed. goodnight kids. cheers to being drunk. -brit :o)

(2 voices | speak up bitch) [18 Jul 2006|05:12pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | gnarles barkley - "crazy" ] so i got an e-mail of 29384723794234 pictures from the other night, i went out to cloud 9 with a bunch of work amigos... i'm posting all of them on here 'cause i just turned everything into image html- i'm looking at these for the first time... don't click on the link unless you have a fast broswer 'cause there's seriously about 30+ pix behind the link... -brit :o) ( cloud 9 )

(speak up bitch) pierced... again [04 Jul 2006|04:04am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | pussycat dolls - "buttons" ] i finally got normal piercings!!! got both conchs done- that's two different views of my left ear (don't say it, shadia... haha). i eventually want rings going around my ears but barbells will do for now. -brit :o)

(2 voices | speak up bitch) [27 Jun 2006|04:54pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | guess ] Sia - "Breathe Me" Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And the worst part is there's no one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me, I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me Ouch, I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found Yeah, I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me, I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me, I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me

(speak up bitch) [15 Jun 2006|04:40am] new tattoo today!!! yay... i love bad days 'cause i always end them on a good note! -brit :oP

(speak up bitch) GREETINGS FROM HOTLANTA [29 May 2006|11:25am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | my sister's cat snoring ] **note: the "h" key on this keyboard barely works- i'm through with trying to correct everything so deal with it** so today's the last day in georgia... i'm having a blast!! i don't want to go home :o( i would love to live here. i think if i had a car it would've made things 50 times easier... meanwhile i've been going everywhere my sister has wanted to go- whic hasn't been too bad but we have different tastes in certain areas so it's made things interesting. my first nigt here we checked out a dnb night... in my opinion, FL throws down soooooooooooooo much harder, lol. we checked out little five point which my sister was calling "Brittany-land" 'cause it's where all the kids with tattoos and piercings hang out. it has a lot of vintage stores n stuff- definately fun. we've been going to so many bars and restaurants all over atlanta. this wouldn't be a typical brittany trip without this line: I MET A BOY! yeah but he lives in atlanta, that can cause a problem. lol... at least i have someone to visit the next time i'm here. i got his number and he's on myspace. i checked out his myspace pictures later that night after meeting him and turns out that buddy boy has been suspended- gives me the chills looking at those pix. he's so cute. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANYWAY... so things are good. i leave tmw morning. which sucks... i mean i get to see all you kids but i'd rather stay here for the rest of my life. tis place is like pleasantville, i swear. anyway, i'm off. -brit :o)

(speak up bitch) hey remember me?? [19 May 2006|03:34pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | daniel powter - "bad day" ] wow... i rarely post in here... not good, not good. lets see, i changed my account to the free with ads... so suffer with the advertisements, sorry. uhhh... i don't know where to start with what's happened in the past 12 days. i went to the roots! that's a good start. the show was fucking amazing. i'm going to GA in a week to visit my sister. school starts back up the end of june so i have time to kill. i've been working and getting drunk. work hates me so i go out and drink. it's a nice lil' cycle. me and HSCrush are half-ass talking again. it's weird, i stop showing him attention and now he won't stop calling me. boys are weird. i've been thinking that i want to move again... back to orlando. i still have my 2 year to finish- but once i do that, i'm out. i'm going to go be all pretty today and straighten my hair. i'm off. -brit :o)

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